my though

i dunno what to write...
i just didnt have any idea to write..
but...i guess i want to write samting..
but dunno how to start..

its the new begining of my life..iwish...
i had a lovely boyfren...i wish...he would my last love journey..
its hard 4 me to believing 2 samwan...since..so many things happen to me in thiz recent month..
but..i do really want to try to believe in samwan..
we decided to be a lover...
yupz...dunno how to describes...he just make me better in all de way..
he gave me light when i think my life just full of darkness
i love evri inch of him...
how he treats me....i just love the way he try to loves me...
im feel so grateful when he said that he want to love me......n want i love him also..
when he said that he need me......missing me....
no one said thiz be4...yeah...no one said that they need me...
though...maybe they need me...but heard from him...that he need me..its just..feel like...
oh gosh.....gimme back my confidenity...
yupz...there is..still samwan that need me....

im try to close all my past book...
try to start the new beginning of my life with him...
i know...its not easy..to keep thiz feeling...
but ill try...
i just wanna give my feeling to samwan...
iwant to be a good lover for samwan...
i want to love samwan with my heart...
i want...missing samwan much...
i want to feel...love...
i just try to be loved..n hopefully one day i would be loved..

dear my baby...
i know..i cant show u how much i loved u rite now...
but...if u want to believe..
i really want to love u..with evting iam...
let me love u bebi...
let me always be in your heart...
i dont have a rite word to say...how u means to me...
but being with u..
just the best things i have in thiz time
thx 4 all that u've done to me....

just one more step...n i promise i would comes next ur door..give evriting that u need...

i love ya my dear...